reach for your dreams | an addition to the town

life is a game you'll just have to play
you cannot walk away
whenever you feel like you lost your way

trust in yourself and follow the sun
then you'll realize
the best in life is yet to come

people are known for their falling down
shatter and break down
losing the battle of endless war

but they also live to keep on fighting
rise and shine
for the pride and glory don't come easy

when you're facing death in hand
you'll feel that you're truly alive
no matter where you stand
just dont give up and keep the dreams alive

stand out !!
and watch your ground
believe in your way like the things that you say

break out !!
inside your heart
even if you got to shout out loud

reach out !!
above the sky
spread your wings and fly

you might not be the only one
but the least that you can do
is reach for your dreams

[Bondan, Senin 05 September 2005 03:08 PM, sambil dengerin lagu2 anime yg baru di download]

a lazy week | still in this town

rekaman..
tidur..
rekaman..
tidur..
morum..
cek friendster..
rekaman..
tidur..
rekaman..
cek friendster..
morum..
tidur..
- ngga ngapa2in seharian.. -
tidur..
morum..
cek friendster..
tidur..
tidur.
tidur?

bikin lagu deh.

males banget deh minggu ini..
no spirit at all..
hmm. kangen.

eh, tenang aja lagi, gw sendiri juga ngga ngerti arti tulisan gw diatas itu apaan..

[Bondan, Senin 29 Agustus 2005, 07:11 AM, dengan otak yang lagi agak gila, sambil bermalas-malasan.]

starting day | a new side of this town

bleblebleblebleblebleblebleb..

fuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh...

akhirnya selesai juga segala urusan pindahan.. fiuh.. lega rasanya.. semua tagihan udah kelar dilunasin, internet gw udah nyala lagi, dan skr gw duduk di kursi yg baru huhuhu.. asik, selamat tinggal pegel punggung gara2 kursi rusak sialan.. and this happens to be the best day of the month..

i'd like to call this a 'starting day'.. hey.. i'm feeling like writing a song, hahaha.. tapi sebelom itu, kayaknya gw mo makan dulu deh..

slurp!

[Bondan, Kamis 25 Agustus 2005, 08:18 PM, sambil ngebayangin makanan, laper. nyam. aaarrrggghh.. TAMBAH LAPER!!!]

moving night | another side of this town

what can i say? hahaha.. i packed all my stuffs at 8 PM, and then ready to go by 10 PM. i missed my girlfriend so bad that i decided to move my stuffs again to karawaci, where i can stay online for 24 hours. can't help it, online demands dude, geeheheee..

i reached the spot at barely midnight, yep, 12 in the AM that is. i was going to go looking for midnight snacks, but hey.. what good is a snack without getting my computer back online first? i can't just leave them on the floor. my hands reacted quickly. ok after a few sessions with dusts, finally my computer is back in action, so i switch the power on. but wait a minute..

the hard drive wasn't detected. what the f**k??? oh no you don't.. i'm not going anywhere until i get my computer back online and i can leave some messages to my girlfriend. so i do a little dust job again, and then i do the 'plug n pray' stuff. yea rite. don't even think to laugh. i said "please.. please.. i just wanna have a good night sleep, okay?" then i switch the power again and, *poof -- beep -- bzzzt* awrite... my old junk is back online again.. so i left some messages to my girlfriend, and then before i know it, it was already 2 in the morning.

damn.

i guess there goes my midnight snack. hahaha..

i'm thinking of a new haircut, so i took some photos and post them here, *yeah.. gondrong rulez.. hahaha..* oh well.. gotta take care of some things tomorrow, so i better get some rest before my midnight sleep turns into a morning sleep.. euh..

[Bondan, Rabu 24 Agustus 2005, 04:36 AM, still listening to my acoustic songs.. and still hungry for some midnight snacks..]

1st note from the hopes of this town

i pushed myself to the limit
but i always end up running in the same circles again
i tried to break the wall in front of me
but do i really have the strength to do it?
everything i do just seemed so wrong
i can't even done anything right
no matter how hard i struggle
i was always stuck
stuck somewhere near the starting line
while everybody go on with their new destinations
just as if i weren't there
sometimes i just wanna runaway from the reality
runaway to a place in my head
and i don't have to come back
so i did
i ran away
but even the further i ran, still, i'm stuck
i'm stuck with all my problems
so i stopped to catch my breath
and get ready to run again
but then
everything just went blur
and so does your eyes
no one's going to tell you what the future will be
you can only wonder
will you ever gonna make it?
think about it.

[Bondan, Rabu 24 Agustus 2005, 03:41 AM, while listening to my acoustic songs.]

huahm.. ngantuk.

this town

wake up from my four post bed and take a look around
the fireplace still burning but it doesn't make a sound
i tried to find my cigarettes but it's nowhere to be found
and i wonder.. i wonder what the hell is going on

sometimes i think that maybe i should walk beyond the line
cos i just finally realize that i was left behind
this town has grown inside of me while i'm looking for a
peace of mind.. a lonely place where everything's just fine

i grabbed my keys and coat then drive along the neighborhood
a blind man came from nowhere and he's trying to cross the road
i'd like to stop and help him out but it's green light where he stood
still i wonder.. i wonder what the hell is going on?

stopped by on the local store near the station down the town
i asked the man to fill it up so i can drive back down
he seems to think what's right is wrong but i can only think of one..
will i ever gonna make it to this town?

ooh..
will i ever gonna make it to this town?

[Bondan, Kamis 21 Juli 2005, 01:24 AM, with a friend.]