they keep coming. one brick after another. hitting my head like hell. i didn't have enough time to dodge them all. some i can dodge, but some other found their way and smacked my head pretty bad. one of them is.. the brick from that big wall. well, just like what peter parker learned. you can't save the whole world at the same time. sometimes, you just have to let it be..
sibuk. hanya itu yang terjadi dalam tiga kali ini. kerjaan dateng ngga berenti2. bahkan sampai saya ngga sempet kemana2, ngapa2in, ngga sempet ngabarin kalo hp saya rusak, ngga sempet ketemu, ngga ada waktu buat diri sendiri.. dan bahkan ngga ada waktu untuk menulis ini. padahal sebentar lagi sudah mau empat. (taeah kenapa ini lagunya tiba2 ganti jadi Five For Fighting - Dying sih.. ganti ah..) hmm.. udah lama ngga dengerin si John. Covered In Rain. i wish i could get covered in rain right now. but there's no rain pouring. come to think about it. it's been a long time since i played my guitar.. last time i did, i wrote a song for someone. it's entitled "stay". but the person that i wrote the song for, said that she couldn't stay any longer..
for this once, i'm tired of being a person who has to explain it all when people ask me questions. "what happened?" "did you bla bla bla?" "how could that be?" "is it true?" "how did it happened?" stop asking me questions. i'm not okay, so stop asking me questions. i don't even know the answers. i don't blame you, i don't blame myself, i don't blame the situation. i guess it can't be helped. we've reached the end of the road. so this time is really parting of the ways. Sorry Brandon, i never get a chance to write about you and Nikki. maybe later, i'll bring someone else.. like what John Legend said.. "don't be afraid of a little bit of pain, pleasure is on the other side.."
thank you for everything,
i promise i'll be a good friend,
Nikki..
[Bondan, 22 Maret 2007, 09:53 PM, sambil bingung, main Castlevania, atau mberesin kerjaan ya..? halah, ngerokok dulu lagi aja lah..]
sibuk. hanya itu yang terjadi dalam tiga kali ini. kerjaan dateng ngga berenti2. bahkan sampai saya ngga sempet kemana2, ngapa2in, ngga sempet ngabarin kalo hp saya rusak, ngga sempet ketemu, ngga ada waktu buat diri sendiri.. dan bahkan ngga ada waktu untuk menulis ini. padahal sebentar lagi sudah mau empat. (taeah kenapa ini lagunya tiba2 ganti jadi Five For Fighting - Dying sih.. ganti ah..) hmm.. udah lama ngga dengerin si John. Covered In Rain. i wish i could get covered in rain right now. but there's no rain pouring. come to think about it. it's been a long time since i played my guitar.. last time i did, i wrote a song for someone. it's entitled "stay". but the person that i wrote the song for, said that she couldn't stay any longer..
for this once, i'm tired of being a person who has to explain it all when people ask me questions. "what happened?" "did you bla bla bla?" "how could that be?" "is it true?" "how did it happened?" stop asking me questions. i'm not okay, so stop asking me questions. i don't even know the answers. i don't blame you, i don't blame myself, i don't blame the situation. i guess it can't be helped. we've reached the end of the road. so this time is really parting of the ways. Sorry Brandon, i never get a chance to write about you and Nikki. maybe later, i'll bring someone else.. like what John Legend said.. "don't be afraid of a little bit of pain, pleasure is on the other side.."
thank you for everything,
i promise i'll be a good friend,
Nikki..
[Bondan, 22 Maret 2007, 09:53 PM, sambil bingung, main Castlevania, atau mberesin kerjaan ya..? halah, ngerokok dulu lagi aja lah..]
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