a memory | reminiscing the town

i was listening to John Mayer's "Love Song For No One", and i just remembered something. ok, let's talk about relationship. let's say you're walkin' around on some place. then you saw a girl. ok, not bad. looks kinda cute. she sweep you off your feet. and then you get to know each other. you said hi, she said hi, and after a little bit of chit chat, you got her name, and her number. and then you called, she picked up. her voices were nice. you float in the air. moments later you said that you're interested in meeting her again. she said she'd love to. bam! you fly higher. the next day, you meet her. she looks stunning. you go on a date and at the end of the day you said that you like her. she said she likes you too. another bam! you fly even higher. you're seeing her everyday. and everyday you said "i like you". until one day, you said, "i love you". and she loves you too. another bigger bam! you fly even higher and higher to the sky. and from that moment, you say "i love you" to her everyday. until one day. you prayed to god. "god, please put a new word in the dictionary which means bigger than just love, cos that's what i feel right now". your feelings for her is bigger and deeper than just love. you simply can't say "i love you" anymore cos it's just too shallow. and you never said those things ever again to her. until one day. she said. "i hate you, more than anything in this world". and then you broke up with her. everything's gone. and you realized that it's all just because of that stupid three words. i. love. you. because of your own stupidity. if you're single, be good to your friends. cos they're people you can count on when you're feeling lonely. when you need a shoulder to cry on. a place where you can share your ups and downs. someone to share a laugh, and someone you can cry with. if you're in a relationship, be good. don't cheat. and don't start a fight over something stupid. don't make yourself regret your own stupidity. and if you love someone, saying "i love you" everyday is already more than enough. cos you'll never realize what you had, until it's all gone.

[Bondan, 21 Desember 2006, 12:08 AM, "i'm tired of being alone.. so hurry up and get here.."]